Save MeS uffer under this curse and brutalityA s you run, you leave me behindV erses you helping me you left and lived your lifeE excuses yo make for leaving me to dieM ay this live with you for the rest of your lifeE scaping you did, while you heard my screams
Lifes gameI sit here and listen But there's nothing to hearI'm alone once again Just lucky there's no tearsI miss how things were But they will never be the sameAnd I'm beginning to thinkThat my life's just a gameI try to move forward But I'm stuck in one placePeople pass by meBut I can't match their paceI'm losing my own gameAnd I'm falling behindBut my family and friendsDon't seem to mindCan they see I'm stuck?Do they know I'm here?Maybe they only pretend to careEvery time I'm nearI am losingBut I'm not going to come in lastI am determined to move aheadAnd let go of my past
ParanoiaNo one likes youAnd they never did.Someone's talking about youRight nowAnd there is nothing youCan do to stop them.You see the person sitting beside you?They don't like you.The people you sit with at lunchFeel sorry for youAnd that why they allow you to sit there.You'll never amount to anythingBecause no one wants you.Your friends talk about youBehind your back every dayAnd none of them really thinkThat you're talented.No one thinks you're interesting,No one thinks you're beautifulOr worth shit. They only talk to youBecause they pity you.You bore them.You annoy them.You're too awkward for anyone
Monster That I loveThe Monster that I love.I am staring at the mirror, she stares back at me. Tear spattered face, eyes burning; burning eyes stare at me. Accusing Confused Hurt Lost Betrayed.I slip my shirt off, the fluorescents so bright my eyes try to hide behind their lids. Returning to my reflection;Absorbed in thoughts :I trace the outline of the black and blue blotches on my skin.Love, I thought."She loves me "I whispered to the girl in the mirror."You don't love yourself!" She accusesPain sears as I touch one of the newer bruises."She can't love me" I thought."She doesn't love you" my reflection countered.
Our_LoveOur loveOpen my eyes,make me seewhat everything can be.Break me down,tear me apart,just break my heart.Go away! No! Stay!What can I do?All I see is you.I'm beaten and bruised.How can you make me choose?You push and shove,break and shatter,all my hopes and dreams.I want to scream!My hurt, my pain,your eyes every shade of gray.Let me fade away.Cut on the line.Let me die!You tied the rope around my neck.Stabbed me through the chest.I've done my best.Just let me rest!No more pain,no more sorrow,only happiness
For you and your BetrayalParanoia scorches the flesh of gaping wounds,Permeating the battered vessel,Temptation brushes the lips,Pleading for entry,Lust caresses the exposed flesh,desires exploding from deep within,Love fades into the abyss of betrayal.Volcanoes of anger erupt,Ash, it all becomes:Every thought, every touch , every kiss, every sound.Burnt.All that remains is nothingness.The passage through the deluge obliterated everything.Weak, fragile, empty .All that is present.
Lies Live HereAnd then you promised,You'd never leave,And then you promised,You'd always love me.
mail order feelings.i want to write but i'vegot nothing left to saybecause today i wrote mythoughts down, and sentthem all away.
I'm -1 right now.I feel most lonelyat below zero and you'renot here to hold me.
Nostalgia is a Bad DrugJust theOther day walkingI caughtA whiff ofThe pastAnd crumbled