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Save MeS uffer under this curse and brutality

A s you run, you leave me behind

V erses you helping me you left and lived your life

E excuses yo make for leaving me to die

M ay this live with you for the rest of your life

E scaping you did, while you heard my screams
Lifes gameI sit here and listen
But there's nothing to hear
I'm alone once again
Just lucky there's no tears
I miss how things were
But they will never be the same
And I'm beginning to think
That my life's just a game
I try to move forward
But I'm stuck in one place
People pass by me
But I can't match their pace
I'm losing my own game
And I'm falling behind
But my family and friends
Don't seem to mind
Can they see I'm stuck?
Do they know I'm here?
Maybe they only pretend to care
Every time I'm near
I am losing
But I'm not going to come in last
I am determined to move ahead
And let go of my past
ParanoiaNo one likes you
And they never did.
Someone's talking about you
Right now
And there is nothing you
Can do to stop them.
You see the person sitting beside you?
They don't like you.
The people you sit with at lunch
Feel sorry for you
And that why they allow you to sit there.
You'll never amount to anything
Because no one wants you.
Your friends talk about you
Behind your back every day
And none of them really think
That you're talented.
No one thinks you're interesting,
No one thinks you're beautiful
Or worth shit.
They only talk to you
Because they pity you.
You bore them.
You annoy them.
You're too awkward for anyone
Monster That I loveThe Monster that I love.
I am staring at the mirror, she stares back at me. Tear spattered face, eyes burning; burning eyes stare at me.
Accusing
Confused
Hurt
Lost
Betrayed.
I slip my shirt off, the fluorescents so bright my eyes try to hide behind their lids. Returning to my reflection;
Absorbed in thoughts :
I trace the outline of the black and blue blotches on my skin.
Love, I thought.
"She loves me "I whispered to the girl in the mirror.
"You don't love yourself!" She accuses
Pain sears as I touch one of the newer bruises.
"She can't love me" I thought.
"She doesn't love you" my reflection countered.
Our_Love
Our love

Open my eyes,
make me see
what everything can be.
Break me down,
tear me apart,
just break my heart.
Go away! No! Stay!
What can I do?
All I see is you.

I'm beaten and bruised.
How can you make me choose?
You push and shove,
break and shatter,
all my hopes and dreams.
I want to scream!

My hurt, my pain,
your eyes every shade of gray.
Let me fade away.
Cut on the line.
Let me die!

You tied the rope around my neck.
Stabbed me through the chest.
I've done my best.
Just let me rest!

No more pain,
no more sorrow,
only happiness
For you and your Betrayal
Paranoia scorches the flesh of gaping wounds,
Permeating the battered vessel,
Temptation brushes the lips,
Pleading for entry,
Lust caresses the exposed flesh,
desires exploding from deep within,
Love fades into the abyss of betrayal.
Volcanoes of anger erupt,
Ash, it all becomes:
Every thought, every touch , every kiss, every sound.
Burnt.
All that remains is nothingness.
The passage through the deluge obliterated everything.
Weak, fragile, empty .
All that is present.
Lies Live HereAnd then you promised,
You'd never leave,
And then you promised,
You'd always love me.
mail order feelings.i want to write but i've
got nothing left to say
because today i wrote my
thoughts down, and sent
them all away.
I'm -1 right now.I feel most lonely
at below zero and you're
not here to hold me.
Nostalgia is a Bad DrugJust the
Other day walking
I caught
A whiff of
The past
And crumbled
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Made for a good friend who moved from New York to London.
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~storyranger Jun 25, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer
Too, too true xD
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~Najito Jan 24, 2011
Nice
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